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a start of a new chapter....in the life of an Amir Hazril~

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have you ever got hurt?

left to live in agony for no reason?


not having the chance to get to her?



its just simply very painful...bt i do believe she has a reason for doing so...


so, i'll be waiting till the day she comes back to me..*sigh*

(an honest confession of a loving heart)

I LOVE YOU nltma~

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?

- neck..hhehe

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

-i didnt sleep so, basically i didnt wake up..always up..=p

3. Who was the last person you took a picture of?

-the people of KSM (kawan sampai mati)

4. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

-yes, n i still have them..hehhe

5. Do you want someone dead?

-ya, sum bitch at Mcd..haha

6. What does your last text message say?

-u da tdo ke sayang??  =D

7. What are you thinking about right now?

-Nur Liyana and my tomorrow's meeting 

8. Do you wish someone was with you right now?

-duh~ for sure..huhu.

9. What time did you go to sleep last night?

-told ya i didnt sleep..haih..(marah ni..hahha)

10. Where did you buy the shirt you're wearing now?

-Giordano, Ampang point

11. Who was the last person to text you?

-Nana blonde

12. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?

-nope, never been...

13. What are you listening to right now?

-Demi Lavato - La La Land.

14. Did you sing at all today?

-of course, every single day..=p

15. When's the last time you cried?

-its been a while la.. :P

16. Do you miss anyone?

- of course...its killing me not getting to see her..

17. Have you ever being drunk with your number one?

-never will be..hoish!!!

18. If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?

- just tell cuz it'll make me feel good..hahha

19. When did you last talk to your brother or sister?

-last month i guess...

20. Where were you at 2:02 am this morning?

- McD near my uni..

21. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?

- will still be..hehhe

22. Do you want to tell someone something?

- sayang, i want u n need u ryte now...really3 miss you like hell..huhu..=(

Black Coffee & Cotton Candy

Perasaan. Satu perkataan yang tidak boleh dielakkan dari kehidupan seorang makhluk tuhan yang bernama manusia. Suka, duka, cinta, benci, marah, sayang, malu, bongkak dan cemburu. Perasaan-perasaan ini memang biasa kita rasai. Namun, adakah kita menggunakannya pada tempat dan orang yang betul? Coretan ini hanyalah sekadar buat renungan bersama.

Seorang insan yang amat daku sayangi pernah menyedarkan diriku ini tentang betapa perasaan cemburu mampu membuatkan yang suka menjadi duka, dan yang gembira menjadi sedih. Siapa sangka sebenarnya wujud sebuah persahabatan yang tidak dapat diterima orang. Di coretan ini ingin saya ceritakan tentang kisah persahabatan yang rakanku bernama Dino.

Dino, seperti anak muda biasa sering bersuka ria bersama rakan-rakannya. Sejak di bangku sekolah lagi dia terkenal dengan sentiasa mempunyai kawan-kawan perempuan yang ramai. Bukan tidak ada kawan sejantina, tapi mungkin kerana Dino lebih mudah  diterima dikalangan rakan-rakan berjantina lain daripadanya.

Sepanjang perjalanan hidupnya, Dino, seorang yang peramah telah berkenalan dan pernah menjadi rakan kepada lebih dari seratus orang. Tatkala dia mula mengenal cinta, pastinya kesudahan yang dialami tidak begitu indah. Namun, perhubungan yang dijalin itu sentiasa berakhir dengan bermulanya sebuah persahabatan. Persahabatan yang indah tanpa ada sedikit perasaan saling mencintai.

Berlainan dengan sesetengah orang, Dino selalunya memulakan jalinan kasihnya dengan berkawan-kawan dahulu. Baginya, lebih mudah jika dibandingkan dengan terus menegur sesorang wanita itu seterusnya bermanja-manja dengannya. Lagipun, Dino merupakan seorang yang sangat peramah dan tidaklah begitu romantis. hahha

Kini Dino sedang menuntut di sebuah Universiti terkemuka tanah air. Pemikirannya lebih matang. Tahu akan status dirinya dan siapa dia berkawan. Walaupun bersahabat dengan rakan-rakan sekelas dan sefakulti, para penari, penyanyi koir, pemain muzik orkestra, dan pelakon-pelakon pentas, namun tiada antara mereka yang mampu dilabelkan sebagai sahabat karib. Hanya terdapat 5 orang daripada puluhan rakannya sahaja yang sanggup beliau bantu ketika susah dan gelak ketawa ketika senang. Siapa mereka? Tanyalah Dino. Yang pasti adalah, seorang menuntut di Indonesia, seorang di Uniten dan 3 lagi di universiti yang sama dengannya. Tanpa berkira siapa mereka sebelum ini, sahabat-sahabat inilah yang sentiasa ada bersamanya ketika susah dan senang. Mereka sentiasa berhubung dan bercerita mengenai kehidupan melalui telefon, internet dan juga berjumpa. Bagi Dino, sahabat yang benar, tulus dan ikhlas sentiasa saling menghormati, memaafkan, dan membantu dalam apa jua keadaan. Semua ini baru sahaja disedarinya setelah bertahun-tahun melalui hidup bersama mereka.

 

Nota: Kepada kekasih hati Dino, coretan ini bertujuan untuk meluahkan apa yang terpendam dihatinya. Kata Dino, walaupun sebuah persahabatan itu pernah dicemari dengan ungkapan cinta, namun kejernihan sebuah persahabatan masih dapat dikekalkan. Tambahan, katanya, janji tetap janji, usaha tetap usaha. Jika ”love over friendship” yang dipilihnya, harap-harap semua ini berbaloi bagi mengekalkan sebuah perhubungan yang teramat istimewa baginya.

8months and still counting

1) Have u been in love before? = Yes

2) If so, who was it? = do i really have to tell??..=p

3) When u look into her eyes, what do you see? = a pair of eyes with lots of secrets

4) Do you think that person is worth your time? = not really..haha

5) Have u felt hurt over this person? = honestly, yes

6) Do you trust that person? = now? i dnt know

7) Would u do anything to be with her again? = nope...never want to get back with her ever again

8) Have u felt so in love that u wanted to see her so bad and u cried? = haha, dts was old story maa..

HAVE U

9) Kissed? = cheeks..so far..haha.

10) Shared food/drink? = dts normal i guess

11) Went to movies? = duh, wt kind of question is dt??...

12) If u could, who would you go out with? = Ms. Nurliyana as my first priority then my friends...*sorry u guys* =D

13) Would u marry that person? = yes, yes, yes..Liyana that is..haha

*LOVE*

14) Are u in love? = Very :)

15) Who are u in love with? = Nur Liyana binti Tun Mohd Adib

16) Does that person know u like her? = i bet she does..i tell her everyday..hehhe

*IF U COULD*

17) Would u hold her hand? = of course

18) Would u be there for her always? = for anything, anytime, not really anywhere..i have my reasons..huhu

19) Would u waste ur time with her or go to GreenDay concert w/out her? = Waste my time.

20) Would u kiss for days to show how much u love her? = i surely like to try that..=p

21) Have u ever felt hurt when liking this person? = at times..yes :(

22) When looking into her eyes, what do u think? = she loves me truthfully

23) Would u marry her? = like she said "Of course ler.. :Hahaha.

24) Is there anything about her that makes u laugh? = her Gila-ness :)

25) Would u walk on the beach or go to arcade and play DDR? = Walk on the beach..every1 knows this answer..apa daa...

26) If u held hands, would u feel comfortable? = yup!!.

27) Would u kiss her nose juz for a little laugh? = i would, would, i would :)

28) Do u and ur lover hug lots every day? = if only i can do that...bt i cant..jauh la...

29) Would u love her forever? = forever and for always..=)

Choco Sundae

8th April was one of the best day ever. well, not really. haha. woke up 'round 1.30pm, bathe 'round 2.30pm, went for the Karnival Mutiara Seni meeting, lunch at 3.00pm then went out for movie mania at 4.30pm. penat xpenat la..da rase mcm PM. there's always programs to attend..hahha. nways, nuthin special happened. except for the fact that it was rather too late to go out, everyone was not in a good mood, missed the right exit to get to the cinema n almost got hit by a selfish-freaking ass****-spoil brat in a Beemer. apart from all that, the journey to the cinema was nuthin but a boring one.

finally then sampai jugak Pelangi Lesirue Mall. the sky was grey tp nsb bek xhujan kalau x, mati la. da la nek motor, menumpang plak tu...damn MISKIN. i'm in desperate need of a car. "Ma, Abah, tolong la grant my only wish. xdpt hp, kete pon jd la.." hahah. sounded as if the car is way cheaper that the ideal phone i've been dreamin of. hahha. ok, ok. potong the crap..back to the main story. owh, syam, moja n i reached there dgn kepuasan di hati mengharap dapat tgk the Fast n Furious 4 at 4.50pm tapi kesiotan melanda. the cinehouse was full, well, there were seats, tp depan nak mati. ade nak sroh ktorg tercabut tengkorak kepala ni?? wt stupid-er was, the "akak" at the counter siap ckp lg the seat ok la depan2 tu. bullshit la akak. i'm 21 not 12..oops, sorry bagi mereka2 yang bakal terasa. hahha.

nways, since we've planned to have a movie mania we bought a 5.4o Dragonball, and 7.30 Fast and Furious 4. owh, adie, atin n niswah also joined for fast and furious.. =p And here are the reviews...:

duration : 1.30hrs

stars : 5/10

genre : action with a slight stupidity

comments : sumpah nyesal tgk cte ni..hahha

duration : 1.30hrs

stars : 9/10

genre : action

comments : tho ade part that made me wanted to doze off, bt the action
part was superb. SUPERB i tell ya. A must-watch movie.

owh, no, no, no. the day didnt end there. karok plak..venue: suara ok, danga bay. xde la best sgt tempat tu but ok la. 6 lame songs were picked. dgn atin niswah n adie yang kelaparan gle tu cepat2 je nyanyi. hahha. bodoh gle la. *ok, i'm getting lazier to write now* then we makan at Rumah Limas. seingatnye, the food there was great, tp malam tu sumpah 6/10 je. mane ilang lg 4/10??? hahha. kesian dorg. ape pon, melantak la jugak. da lapar sgt. atin n her Kueyteow Hongkong, Niswah - Seafood Fried Rice while me and adie ate plain rice, ikan bakar, TomYam cair and telur dadar bawang berkubis. i repeat, kubis bukan kudis..hahha. then memandangkan jam sudah menunjukkan masa dah nak taim, adie memecut kereta kancil sewanya dengan kelajuan 12okm/j. super pan**t laju la. bt for all i care, i noe he's a good driver, so wtever la. hahha. n we reached UTM in time. ok, dts all for now...i just dont know how to end this...haha.

~end~

wait..
p/s: to adiey, WALAUPUN AKU MENUMPANG KERETA TU BLEK UTM, AKU XSEPATUTNYA HAVE TO PAY RM10. PULANGKAN DUIT AKU...AKU TGH POKAI NI..HUHU.

ok, this one for real..

~End of a long and boring post..~

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God i miss my life. i miss those crazee people who i used to hang out with. those people who would wonder around pointless at klcc after midnight, snooker-ing in smokey snooker house, go out unplan then come back after 5/6 in the morning, go lepak at 'SS' talking very loud caring nothin bout what pple would think, those who would just sit and laughed with me all night long and the one and only person who suap me Baskin Robins while i'm driving *hehe*. I MISS YOU GUYS!

honestly, it hurts me most just having the thought bout all this crap. its not like i've been very busy till i have no time for them..but somehow, those people just tend to dissapear from my life. well, i do have friends now. great people, but they're just ain't the same. ya, they do make me happy at times but they can be really freaking annoying and menyakitkan hati yang teramat sangat. what kind of friend yg only cari u ble susah, tggl u ble da senang, n for no reason avoid talking to you. pelik bin ajaib i call them. *sigh~*

shit, enough with all this nonsense. Amir is never the sad kind of guy. happy2 sudeyh..hahah. nways, lemme just igt blek what have and will happen in my life..:

1) we lost time Pertandingan Kude Kepang Makum 2009 *xde la trok sgt, just dt the song xikot the criteria given..disqualified la jugak maknenye..hahha
2) blom abes penat blek from penang, dpt invitations buat show at:
- majlis perasmian n penutupan Convo ke-42
- perasmian Karnival Pengajian Tinggi 2009, at Plaza Angsana, JB
- dnner QS students (the worst show ever)
- dnner Computer Science Students (coming soon)
3) just finish the 1st final paper, Special Property Valuation and final test for Local Government Act and its by-laws. *berturih-turih study, tp jawab xconfident..palat tol*
4) my gf told me my voice sounded like Afgan in his song Entah. *entah celah mane yg sama but thanx a million baby..hahha*
5) recently elected as Co-Director of Karnival Mutiara Seni 2009 *sumpah xtau ble bende ni, tau2 je jd Timbalan Pengarah..lantak la. ok jugak sbnrnye..hahah*
6) terpaksa study for the upcoming finals *4more to go*
7) going to balek rumah soon..woohoooo!!!

well that's just it for now. i'm just writing all this to kill the time while waiting for the songs to be fully downloaded.

1.02am
XA2, KTGB, UTM